Is it wrong?

Is it wrong to miss someone that treated you so wrong?

Someone that emotionally abused you?

I had someone and he seemed great. He would give me pets and his smile and laugh was so beautiful. All of my friends and coworkers said he was so handsome.

But then what happened?

I don’t even know if it was because of Korean culture. I think it was just his person. Everything I did, he was mad at me. If i accidentally ran into an ex at the club, it was MY fault. Why was it my fault? Did I text the ex? Did i ask to see him? No. It was coincidence. But what this guy did was made me feel like it was my fault that I ran into my ex. HOW? HOW was it my fault? I didn’t do anything.

Another. Everytime we disagreed, I would explain my point of view. Why I was uncomfortable or hurt, and the response I got? “Why are you talking to me in such an offensive manner?” or “Take a look at the way you’re talking to me right now.” It was so wrong. I started to feel that I had to be careful .. that I had to walk on glass around him. I couldn’t say what I wanted anymore.. and I’m not that kind of person. I will adamantly say what I want, whenever I want. But he wouldn’t let me.

So, I’m asking.

Is it wrong?

That I broke it off with this guy because he was treating me like shit. Always making to me the bad guy.

He pleaded me to get back with him.

He begged me to get back with him.

As much as my heartstrings tugged, I said “no.”

I miss our cuddles and our smoke breaks and our drinking nights.

But if you’re going to treat me like this everytime we disagree… I never have a voice.

And you know I have a voice. I wont ever give that up.

This is why it won’t work with you.

But I miss you. I miss talking with you everyday. It feels different everyday now. I guess we just can’t compromise.

I can’t do it with you.

But I miss you so much.

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