Struggle

BANG! Owww... Where are my glasses? Next day. Sick. Well, I did get in the face with a soccer ball… Concussion. Then post-concussion syndrome. Wow. Wow, I’m tired… Fantastic, isn’t it? Um… no. Oh, come on. Why not? I have shit to do. Too bad. What the fuck? I feel worse! That’s what concussions do, pet. Oh, hell no. I’m doing my work. Have fun with that. UGH! I can’t concentrate! Fun, isn’t it? No, it is not fun!

Hospital. Symptoms of post-concussion syndrome: headache or a feeling of pressure in the head; temporary loss of consciousness; confusion or feeling as if in a fog; amnesia surrounding the traumatic event; dizziness or “seeing stars”; ringing in the ears; nausea or vomiting; slurred speech; fatigue, and sometimes even concentration and memory complaints; irritability, and other personality changes; sensitivity to light and noise; sleep disturbances; psychological adjustment problems and depression; disorders of taste and smell. NO WAY! That’s right, hon.

I’m gonna make it through this… I’m gonna make it through this… I’m gonna do my reading now… Hehe. Fat chance of that. Yes, I am. No, you’re not. I have to! What’s your point? I’m reading this book! Nope. UGH! DAMMIT! *laughter* Fantastic! Fine! I’ll just do something else! *pause* What else do I need to do? *snicker* NO! Wait! I have the syllabus! You were supposed to forget about that… HA! I told you I’d get through this!

Soooooo… how’s work coming along? Leave me along. Can’t do that. Why not? Head injuries are a little harder to get rid of, deary. Fine. Be that way. I’m going for a walk. Hmmm… no. Ugh… yes. You’re taking a nap, my dear. How about I don’t and say I didn’t? How about you stop arguing and just do it? I have class. So? I can’t miss too many. I’m failing to see your point. Do you even have one?

DAMN! I’ve slept through most of the week! I’m aware *cackle* Watching your resistance was quite amusing. I don’t remember resisting. Course you wouldn’t. When did I get hit in the head with that soccer ball? *laughter* Will you knock off that laughing? I can laugh if I want to. I don’t need your permission. You’re not going to stay forever. I’m going to enjoy it while I can. What assignments do I have to complete…? This is so entertaining!

What happened last week besides my getting hit in the head? *laughs loudly* Ya done? It’s possible.I have reading to do… I always have reading to do. Do I have a paper, too? *snicker* If you’re not going to help me, shut up. I could make you sleep some more for that. That would be intimidating if your power wasn’t weakening. I have to make you put that book down. UUUUUUUGH! You have GOT to be kidding me!

Can I really not remember what happened last week? Are you actually surprised? Unfortunately, I can’t say that I’m not. How true. *cackle* Enjoying yourself? As always. At least I can go for walks, now, without worrying about collapsing. Good for you. Not having as much fun anymore, are we? My power may be weakening, but I still have a hold. And what hold is that? I have left you doubting yourself. ‘Is this the concussion, or my own doing?’

I feel SO much better! THANK YOU! Can’t remember jack squat, but I’ll just ask the professors. *snickers* What the fuck? Where did you come from? I am weak, not non-existent. Fuck. Well, I’ll just find a new way to get through my work… What was I doing? *laughter* Crap! That was important! I’m aware. Couldst thou be gone, now? Why would I want to do that, deary? How often do you plan on popping up to torment me? Periodically.

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